Saturday, July 18, 2009
11:33 PM ●

why is it that i am always so suspicious of everything? cant i just learn how to trust people? i feel so embarrassed of my thoughts and actions just now. sorry Bee. i really melted when i saw you walking towards me, panicking, all flustered.. i, i just hate it when i cant be as independent or strong as i want myself to be! i just feel like slapping myself now for having stupid thoughts and not being able to control them. thank you for the barney hug when we met. sorry for being so stupid, so silly. Lastly, i love you♥

PS. enjoyed the foodmin outing today. enjoyed hanging out with foodmin. makes me feel natural, without the need to hide my emotions and allowing me to be who i am.. I WILL JOIN FOODMIN AGAIN! everyone's with me?(:

xxxxxx

( Run back to me!. )