Sunday, January 25, 2009
4:27 PM ●

mouth swollen, projects going to be due, rush to clear up house.
totally not a good CNY at all. not in a mood to pack, not in the mood to smile, not in the mood to put up the front for visiting. facing strangers that we dont even recognise.
probably the first time 17years i dont feel excited about chinese new year. what a bad start.
everything i do you dont seem happy. i'm sorry but, i really feel like breaking down.

i dont wanna fall in love. the feeling of missing is worst then being single. i'm so tired.

i wish i get a fever tmr , so that i dont have to visit

xxxxxx

( Run back to me!. )