RUN.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

10:13 PM ● moodswings are bad):

finally grabbed my phone pictures into com alr.

but, dont have the mood to upload. is this really because of pms? i dont know. mood swings aplenty these days. really enjoy working because, i only have to rmb one thing. that is customer service. so at work, all is about smiles and friendliness towards the customers. nothing is about me. so, there i know i can and i need to put up a happy front. when customers actually praise my service, i feel really satisfied. the feeling is really so strong that can overcome my moodswings or troubles.. hope my mood will get better. dont want to be stuck like this. guess that day will come really soon. once i give up. (: cheers

but,

i'd rather you be mean ,than love and lie

i'd rather hear the truth and have to say good bye

i'd rather take a blow at least then i would know

but baby dont you break my heart slow..

i wanted our love to last forever.