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Sunday, July 08, 2007

8:37 AM ●

wah! long time no blog!hahaha. anyway, gonna celebrate xiner's birthday at the cc. wonder how izzit gonna turn out. (i wonder how, i wonder why) gosh i suddenly realised one thing. i'm not only scared of being alone, but i'm also really scared of getting cheated. lied to. DAMN SCARED. i dont want . i'm really scared to find out one day that you were just lying to me. hope not. i shall not let the rumors overcome my thoughts first until i saw it with my own eyes. please dont let me. X= . eh. i'm wondering. what if i wake up one day and realise the whole is just lying to me?!!!! AHHHHHH. i'll just freak out and die. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO))))):